Do not remember the former things, nor consider the things of old. Behold , I will do a new thing, now it shall spring forth; shall you not know it? I will even make a road in the wilderness and rivers in the desert. Isaiah 43: 18-19
It's easy to get bogged down in chaos and bad decisions, but it is never to late to embrace a new self and push away the old self. Do not dwell on the past, solidify a new beginning by turning to scripture and prayer.